Passion

Posted on March 28, 2021 by Audrey Dawn - Oldest Daughter Redheaded Sister

The author wrote as if she had met the one I crave, finding him perfectly secure, genuine and honest before her.

She noticed the same details as I, and it shatters me to realize someone sees in him what I do and she may have the chance at a forever.

Which means I’m expendable, just one in hundreds of options.

Ha! Not that I ever stood a chance, I knew the minute we met he’d never settle for less than perfection.

He wouldn’t need to, because he was capable on his own and I added nothing he craved.

Plea of Surmount

Posted on March 13, 2021 by Audrey Dawn - Oldest Daughter Redheaded Sister

thunder sounds like the past
why do I listen?
deep moans of the rumble
cause an aching below, one
I no longer yearn for,
but I do. Passion find me
determined, my plea.

Contagious

Posted on March 7, 2021 by Audrey Dawn - Oldest Daughter Redheaded Sister

contagious; the hum created
faster rubber, faster
goosebumps
sideways smile, slight dimple
upon me
the possibilities await
and the doves coo’d this morning

Raw Efflorescence

Posted on March 6, 2021 by Audrey Dawn - Oldest Daughter Redheaded Sister

peruse, but take care;
vulnerable: only the prelude to what is needed when describing her.
sensuous verdure, yet saffron is shy’s color in nature.
Autumn breezes by
she feels him upon her skin
and she yearns for more, His protection everything.

(He) Sounds Of Nature

Posted on May 2, 2020 by Audrey Dawn - Oldest Daughter Redheaded Sister

your glow is more of a tone
and upon me
your hold is mounting.
I shiver as you enter,
your rumble a possession
of what my soul is lacking
and I beg you, come.

As the cardinal calls, ” Here. Here. Here.” Over and over again until I stop and look up into the tree and we connect.

This I get and the pleasure is indescribable.

5/2/2020

Back To It

Posted on February 18, 2020 by Audrey Dawn - Oldest Daughter Redheaded Sister

hiding behind flowers
masking myself;
for a moment,
their beauty
mine.
escaping reality
living as they do
carefree,
gorgeous
desired.

Together

Posted on August 24, 2018 by Audrey Dawn - Oldest Daughter Redheaded Sister

Love calls: come quick
Run over, and then in
Search wildly for love’s existence,
For trust, in the end.
Listen close,
Know this is where together begins.

Evidence of Longing

Posted on July 8, 2018 by Audrey Dawn - Oldest Daughter Redheaded Sister

the longing is evident
childish, I know
within the quiet of darkness,
and writing under the sheets,
my wishlist, still nowhere near complete

Torn

Posted on May 19, 2018 by Audrey Dawn - Oldest Daughter Redheaded Sister

I
love
love you
I love you
I love you
I love you
I love you
I love you
I love you
I love you
I love you
I love you
I love you
I love you
I love you
I love you
I love you
I love you
I love you
I love you
its been all I can think about,
it’s all I knew to say,
it’s all my fault,
I’m to blame.
i could have just said,
i want to sleep with you.
can i climb in.
goodnight.
thank you, for seeing me.
i wish i could feel your touch.
tell me you’re pleased.
If I had known this is what you were prepared to hear…
I would have.
Because now, I’m just scared.

*once broken, surrendering love is never easy, but then sometimes thats all there is, an existence arrives and so we do.

Ownership

Posted on February 14, 2018 by Audrey Dawn - Oldest Daughter Redheaded Sister

She loved the way he stared,
As if looking through her very soul
Captivated by her,
Deciding whether or not
To devour her whole

Devotion

Posted on February 1, 2018 by Audrey Dawn - Oldest Daughter Redheaded Sister

for today
what could be
waits for a spark,
her sparkle, really.
the marrow of her sigh,
born of her bashful smile,
is one he committed to memory,
unsure of how soon it would return.

Exposed

Posted on November 16, 2017 by Audrey Dawn - Oldest Daughter Redheaded Sister

exodus
feather over me
commander
thoroughly
shine auspicious tempest
consume desire

Ms.

Posted on October 3, 2017 by Audrey Dawn - Oldest Daughter Redheaded Sister

perfect blush
across her body,
at first glance
rubble, her surroundings.
she claims her fate,
flourished in yesterday’s lush
and settled where she lay.
map of her journey
located only
on delicate fair skin,
in hot pink scars,
and yet, somehow,
you find her
audacious.

The Normal Story of Us

Posted on August 31, 2017 by Audrey Dawn - Oldest Daughter Redheaded Sister

Are opposites attracted,
As those before us would say,
or can two identical souls
make it work in the most
beautiful of ways
to end up in love,
Once their pain has washed away,
To possibly meet,
Another time, another place.
****

Continue reading →

My

Posted on August 22, 2017 by Audrey Dawn - Oldest Daughter Redheaded Sister

if it were permitted: a luxury of my own doing
I would escort you
into my womb
allow you to discern upon
where you so expertly travel
point to where you linger
taking ownership
of my most sacred bounds

Willingly

Posted on July 23, 2017 by Audrey Dawn - Oldest Daughter Redheaded Sister

Shy, her shield,
Sparkling eyes never quite reaching
Those who find her,
Bashful, worn with grace,
Her words now yours
May be timidly drawn,
For those who deserve,
But written upon the skin
With wanton fingertips
For those who capture
Her touch, heart, her mind
And recognize the tingle
She causes
And willingly provides

That Moment

Posted on July 13, 2017 by Audrey Dawn - Oldest Daughter Redheaded Sister

Make sure she allows eye contact, it will show trust.

She’ll want to touch you, she ought to lightly brush your chest.

Her hand should want to stop, lingering as she feels your heartbeat.

Maybe her fingers will tap in rhythm.

If it’s her eyes you see, make sure she sees yours completely.

When she leans in to kiss you goodnight, think. This moment. Is she who you’ve waited to see?

Freckle-ly

Posted on June 28, 2017 by Audrey Dawn - Oldest Daughter Redheaded Sister

Witnessed, innocently
Anticipated, quietly
Watched, intently
Touched, lightly
Held, firmly
Plucked, quickly
Gathered, hastily
Smelled, eagerly
Viewed, brilliantly
Consumed, slowly
Satisfied, not even close

Sigh.

*your patience with the adverbs.. LYs is appreciated… it might be all about indulgence. Probably…

Feared