Sun behind the clouds again
Pay no mind today
Stay thankful
Positively gray
Be surprising
Continue your heartbeat
Allow love’s residing omnipresence to complete
Walk among the rocks this morning
Feel the heat
Hardness of existence
Thriving
A warm day is upon us,
With or without the sun’s wink
Water crashes
Although dreary
The spray divine
Cleans my thoughts, my heart, my mind
I’ve loved you for a million years,
If even for a day
I see you even after you’ve walked away
My thoughts and prayers always with you
My mind continues to write
Our love affair lasts forever
Even when its grey outside
The sun I shall seek today
I feel the rays
Incandescent
Exploratory
Tenacious
I am me
Finally breathing
Worthy
Author Archives: Audrey Dawn - Oldest Daughter Redheaded Sister
Anger
I grew up taking care
soothing pains
of those who suffered.
Who taught me?
Two sisters, brother,
mother and a father.
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Oldest Daughter
fights for all.
Redheaded sister
hugs when they fall.
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Don’t tell me
I’m vain,
Superficial;
or bloody insane.
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The poetry
I write
is of happiness,
often healing me
at the end
of my day.
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I tend to
women’s tears,
when there’s no
money for simplicities.
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I feed children
with no lunches,
after mothers
have forgotten.
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I fix worn out clothes,
even when I don’t know how.
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Trust me, these people
I know;
live in my heart.
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I’m not
what your
eyes see,
my poetry,
an escape for me.
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I write of love
hoping to create it
for all those who
are denied.
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Yes, I admit, it helps me too.
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Am I confident?
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Yes, I cannot help
this part of me.
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Take it or leave it.
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Maybe, just let me be me.
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I know suffering
I feel it everyday
humanity is
my sibling,
my child,
my sister,
my friend,
my brother,
and my end.
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I will go to my grave
trying to save them all.
I’m allowing you
to catch me when I fall.
Look me in the eye
when you’re looking
for a fight.
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This girl will react.
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I just might…
Lavender
Yes
Lavender
Pale in color
Screams of essence
Amongst Spring’s green
Might I confess, also my scent
An exquisite choice to drape myself
Can you smell me and my flower,
As we blow through the wind
Give me attention
She and I scream
Not so calm, it seems
Reign over your dynasty
Me
Blue
Texas Bluebonnets
Searching for your sonnet
Hundreds blow me away
Beacon Of Hope
Like light from a candle
A shadow on the wall
A flicker of color
Amongst brown walls
The taste of sweet liquor
Found from days of old
I am your
Beacon of hope
I can be me for you
Trust this path
We’ll conquer new worlds
Come away
Wholeheartedly
Visiting unsafe places
At dawn
Creatures lurking
Yes, just right there
I’ve found a bridge
It’s been put there as a sign
I should walk across it
Leave the rest behind
Nervous
Today, I won’t allow fate’s misdirection
I see green, it surrounds
Proof you’re here somewhere
Hoping you’ll find me
You saved me once before
With your words so loud and with flare.
When you write of love and devotion,
This lady understands wholeheartedly.
I love you
I used to believe it was my mind,
doing amazing deeds for you.
This morning clarity allows me,
Quietly,
to agree it is your words,
which have changed me.
Devotion
Longing for my heart’s home
Keeps me peaceful
Centered
A calm destination
My weakened mind’s petition
Striving place for final clarity
A soft place to fall into actualities
Rocky Mountains of supreme force,
Continue to remind.
They never grow taller sadly,
Forever crumble slow.
This I know
Pushing to defy reality;
Show me taller and stronger,
With more reserve.
Rivers flow, a one way road;
Beautiful rivers babble,
Find peace in those.
My river rages far into forever,
Defines devotion
You Are A Raindrop
I found you
Playing
Sitting upon a leaf
A sprinkled raindrop
Magnifying our journey
I see through you
You see through me
Spring
Where will I search next
Who will you be
Changing Winter’s muted hues
To an alive and beating green
My Morning
Woke up
My fingers trailing
Softest of spots
Too early for a lullaby
A surprise in my dream
I heard you singing
My favorite song
To the beat of my breathing
In and out goes breath
A woman’s body
Ample place to fall
Finger tips like feathers
Upon my fair skin
Submitting
Blushing
This pleases you
Wishing
Water
Water, excitedly rushing down
Thank you for cleansing
Not the rocks, but me
Cooling sprinkles of your touch
My skin reacts
Goosebumps
Dreaming of the summer heat
Providing me a sweet dream
You laying over me
Drifting in imagery
In the waves and out again
Clearing our minds of everything
The greenest of palm leaves
Nourished
I wear them proudly
Dancing on the beach
You and me
Hearts beating
We listen to the drummers
Drumming
All for us
Water nearby beckons again
Proud to wash your pain away
This moment
This dream
I’m here to stay
Fantasizing
Creating our reality
Can I live with today’s fate
Just me and a waterfall
Pretty In Pink
Three
I named them
You
Me
We
Living in green
Spring has arrived
See how we wait
Pretty in pink
Glowing
Against Heaven’s hues
A mighty fine trilogy
I whispered to the fairies
They’re coming
Listen closely
Drums beat
March
Spring flowers
Growing wild outside,
And in my mind
Remind me why,
I chose today to fly
Should I trust
I’m a small bird
In a big world,
An overwhelming view
The rain was massive
A tsunami, of sorts
The wind blew,
Yet allowed me to stand
Then made me climb mountains,
Scream towards this vast land
View ocean’s waves,
Pondering thoughts in my brain
But it was the train, train, train
What I would give for one more ride
One more try
I blame Spring Break
That nasty troll
The best was the robin red breast
I loved his sweet tune
All of these reminded me of you
March came in like a lion
Been sitting like a lamb
Bring the lion back
Is all I ask
Ignite
I know a simple place
It draws me in
Like your heartbeat, my friend
A perfect spot for just you and me
Can we watch the sunset
Hold each other closely
Remind me
What I’ve missed
Yea, there’s a few trees
You know I like green
See the rain drops still glistening
On each and every leaf
The sun’s rays brighten your beautiful face
Paint me a picture of happy
Hold me
We’ll watch each raindrop fall,
as well as our sun
Slowly
Landing upon your chest
My breast
Sun so hot
Yet, the feel of your fingers ignite
Force Me: My Marks Are Fading (Dark Poetry)
Keeping track of every moment
My body reacts,
To your emotions
Tonight I’m asking for darkness
Intrigue me
Honor my request
Lesser men haven’t
They’ve kept me in a tangled mess
I’m demanding you challenge
Don’t think me afraid
Do you see how my marks fade
I have an urgency to feel
No, I won’t hold your hand
Once and a while a lady will command
I assume this will make you mad
I’m counting on that
I know what you’re thinking
She has no idea what she’s requesting
I’ve learned a few rules
This personality,
Since I was fifteen
Tonight, a monster I’m craving
In the end, do it sweetly
I want you to push back
Crush me
Control me
Center me
Take me
Force my feelings out
Problematic
Spent time meditating
I vision you gravitating
Wandering near by
Creating a happy lady
Can you see my smile
Reminiscing
Lips curled up in a purse
Eyes heavy and lazy
Drifting and remembering
Nothing better in this world
Than you responding
The reaction it gives me
You’d deem problematic
I find that awesome-fantastic
Do you feel me
Bold
Brave –
Brassy –
Beautiful –
Only –
One –
Opportunity –
Life –
Lastly –
Luminates –
Decide –
Depart –
Dedicate –
Humbly
In the moment
I do see
You watching over me
Your strength provides,
a protective covering
I sense your love
Devotion reciprocated
A walk by the ocean,
a place to permeate
Love witnessed
Love believed
My need
Your mind
My love
Your heart
All intercedes
Humbly,
come back to me
My View
Sending me pictures
The three of you together
A vigil you’ve created
May God bless you
Should be four of us in that room
Three sisters and a brother
Watching over our mother
Instead I watch with only a small view
Your faces should ease my worry
Instead I close my phone crying
My weakness is eating me alive
Failing You
I’m not there for you today
The fact still escapes me
Never in all my dreams could I see
Not getting to you when you’re in need
I always said I’d lead
Be there for each one of you
Siblings
Parents, too
I’m the Sister
I’m the Daughter
No matter the distance
Today marks another weakness
I’ve allowed distance to limit
All my most inherited instincts
I’m so sorry
I’m here going on about my day
The rest of you, in a waiting room
Keep me posted
I’m failing all of you
Damn, Texas and all the distance
Mom, today, you’re on my mind
Oldest Daughter & Red Headed Sister 