This is a photo I took while wandering near the boardwalk. These boats are all making an effort to get in to the marina, as their days have come to an end. It was a beautiful day out at sea, finally a bit warmer, even for south Texas.
These three boats in particular had me thinking. The two prodigious ones have such a presence out in the water, truly no fear. The other a cocky little sailboat who’s grin seems to be illuminating against the water. I am pulling for the sleek sailboat on the left. Its choosing to be near the others is symbolic for me. I can relate with its need to keep up. I identify with how straight and strong his mast is standing. The sailboat has a strange confidence about it and there is nothing more captivating than pure confidence.
Like the sailboat, I also need to continue to be straight, strong and confident in order to reach my goals.
I’m pulling for the sailboat. Aren’t you? I hope it kicks the colossal boats’ butts. In the last few minutes of its journey, I want the cocky sailboat to show its speed and push right past them all. Not in mean way, but more of a he couldn’t help it sort of way, the boat is what the boat is, respectfully.
Today, I’m beginning to see myself as this sailboat, the one with more assurance than it knows what to do with.
I feel it in my soul.
Yesterday, I felt like the small yellow kayak on the right, the one just getting past the stronger unknown in the nick of time. Wafting over the water and then using my oars to paddle to more merciful channels.
I’m over paddling away.

“I’m over paddling away” – good. We need to face the storm. I too love this confidence in these words! Well done.
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Facing a storm with a confidence such as yours makes anything seem possible. Thank you so much for your encouragement. I’m humbled and shyly smiling, once again.
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I love that last line. It shows such confidence! Confidence I wish I had.
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Thank you, Benjamin. Haha…yeah. I was feeling a little sassy that day. Just sure I would overcome the feeling of not measuring up. I still fade in and out of that….we all do.
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You’re welcome. Yes, you’re right. Always a push and pull. I guess the key is to have more pushes than pulls.
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Definitely, B. 🙂
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I’m with you Audrey….. I haven’t even got a boat I am bobbing around in the water throw me a rope!! We can make it !! xxxx
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And a floatie! I’ll pull you in, Willow. I need lots of company and you play fine music, so come aboard! xxx
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Phew thank you for the life line …here’s a nice piece of music for you http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=j_SqU-Ys3-0
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Thank you for sharing this, I’d never heard it.
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She is my favourite singer songwriter
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Beautiful, super creative, loved it. 🙂
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I think I can, I think I can……I know I can, I know I can!!!!!
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Chug chug chug!!! 😀
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Did you notice the submarine–one of those personal type–underwater, sneaking past everyone? Only it’s snorkel showing slightly to the left of the sail boat. Trying for nonchalant and missing it spectacularly for those of us paying attention.
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See…this is why I enjoy you so much. The image is just what I needed to imagine.
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Woohoo, go get em! I like this post. 🙂
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Thank you, Bradley! 😀 How are your drawing goals coming? I haven’t seen one in a bit. You have to let me redeem myself. 😉
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Ahahaha. They are coming along okay. I was working on a header commission and I was sick all last week so I didn’t get crap done.
Oh well. This week will be better. 😀
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Good…
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What thoughts bring you confidence? I’m intrigued by confident people 🙂
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Thoughts of having a purpose, I suppose.My dreams keep me confident at times.
I was born with my father’s confidence. Its a bit strong for some people. I don’t see it in myself as much as other people see it in me.
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Aren’t redheads supposed to be headstrong? LOL
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Yes!!! And boy am I!! I’m the feistiest one of all!
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My all time favorite girl student was Maureen Vassilatos–a redhead with the strongest opinions and the boldest personality of anyone I’ve ever taught. When I had a daughter I prayed for a girl just like her. My daughter’s not a redhead but she has the temperament 🙂 I’m glad.
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My daughter seems to be this type red head…can’t wait to see as she ages. Love gumption! !
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teen gumption against mother gumption–be afraid. 🙂
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Try toddler..lol..yes very afraid
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How mean to the other boats. But sailboats are cool. I do wonder what you were doing wandering about, looking at my boats.
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Yes, they have a fantastic air about them. Do you sail, professor? Your boats? Now that is something to wonder about.
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No, I actually don’t. Never have.
Yes, it is, isn’t it?
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Wondering about can be good, just time consuming.
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