maybe punishing myself is just what was intended,
there are moments
when I do this better than anyone else,
congratulations, Red
another successful day
maybe punishing myself is just what was intended,
there are moments
when I do this better than anyone else,
congratulations, Red
another successful day
Oldest Daughter & Red Headed Sister 
I just happened to come across a poem I haven’t thought of for ages. Then I thought, “Hmm. Self-inflicted …” Here’s a link:
https://bennaga.wordpress.com/2012/05/25/cupids-rosary/
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Those moments when reading becomes something we do when our mind refuses everything else. I love finding solace with your words. Thank you, Ben
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THE WOUND WE WIND
Round and round we wind
The wound we wound around us
Tight in our own grasp
History is history
The present we give ourselves
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We should keep that present on the mantel. It would behoove me to do so, I think. ♡
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I can relate to this, though maybe in a different context altogether.
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Maybe you’ll tell your version one day. Thank you for reading my poetry, Clay.
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You already know me, Audrey. You’ve read my work, and know my struggles. I don’t write using my real name anymore that’s all.
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Well, your writing has changed. You are harder to find within the words…
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Well, that’s because I was this young and naive boy and used to write these direct expressions of emotion once. I guess life killed that boy. I might just ditch the pseudonym soon.
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This makes me sad…
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Okay here’s a story that might cheer you up. We collaborated once. I think you were drunk! You told me so at least! That makes me smile now.
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I figured it was you. I figured if Clay was anyone it was you. Smiles. I was tipsy and it was a fun collaboration.
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Anyone get hurt in that accident?
And I mistakenly thought you had a most interesting day yesterday… Hmmm
Maybe you should post…………… Why?
If your self-inflicted punishment requires repairs…
I have super glue and duct tape…
Warm hugs “Red”
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Nope, no one was hurt. Promise. My day yesterday was good. I got to work from home. Please don’t worry, Michael.
Super glue and duct tape sounds pretty permanent…thanks for the smile.
Thanks for calling me, Red. ♡
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We all know how to do the self-shame thing. The trick is to let the chastisement evaporate as quickly as possible!
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Exactly. Must keep moving forward. Thank you for your eye on this, my friend.
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Check out my most recent post and let me know what you think.
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Sounds good. Nice of you to ask.
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There’s also a four by six:
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BALANÇOIRE
When you make a mistake
then you say, “That’s not right.”
Then you say, “You’re not wrong.”
That’s how you stay balanced.
(From “The Book Of Guff”.)
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Thank you for this one…
An internal monolog that I should put on repeat.
When you make a mistake
Say, “you shouldn’t be there.”
Then, “but it’s what I WANT!”
Never gets anywhere.
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No escape from where we are; changing our attitude to it (and to ourselves) may be the way to find a transformation.
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In truth this is SO very true. Why can’t I remember this fact..sigh.
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You could have it tattooed on the back of your hand. Now *that* kind of self-inflicted injury seems more OK. 😉
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A tanka that might be helpful?
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FIRST THINGS FIRST
One cannot transcend
Without something to transcend
Stop running away
It’s not time to be perfect
Just learn to be where you are
(from “The Book Of Guff”.)
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Ben, my poetic friend, you are a mind reader. Here’s the thing…learning to be where I am is getting tiresome.
Some great Tanka there!
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May be tiresome but perhaps no less worth achieving. 🙂
And thank you for you kind words about the tanka.
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You’re correct…and you’re welcome. ♡
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sometimes, just sometimes
the weapon is dropped
& no one gets hurt
after several deep, calming breaths!
other times,
another statistic 🙂
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Giggling
Oh, David. I needed that response. No one was hurt. All is good.
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No, you do not deserve punishment of any kind. Maybe a moment of self-reflection or time away from all the stressors or a few hours of doing something wonderful for yourself. You’re a teacher – you know to couch everything in a positive light. Take the kids out for ice cream. I’m sending a little love your way, Audrey.
Is this a sheet of ice cracked by a pebble? Interesting photo, at least.
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Some reflection always works, you’re correct. I should do more for myself. I’m headed out of town, so it’s coming soon. Thanks for the love, Shari.
Yes, that’s what it is. Good job, Ma’am 🙂
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Maybe you should skip over the punishment and have a talk with yourself. I doubt you really did anything deserving punishment so maybe time out will serve.
Remind yourself not to slam the door then go have a treat while you are off sulking.
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You’re probably correct, C. I’m not a door slammer. I’m a go quiet type. But I do enjoy being a sulking brat, so yay me.
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We all do the self-punishment thing. We all know what hurts us the most.
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Right, seems we go straight for it, too. Thanks for reminding me, Butch.
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A bee line.
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Smiles
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Hugs my sister!
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Aw, hi, Wendell. Thanks for the hug. ♡ Good to see you.
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Wow, can I relate! Why do we humans do this to ourselves? Sending lots of empathy to you, Audrey. 💓💓
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Because its what we do well and doing something well feels good, no matter what,on some level, I guess. Feels nice to share this space with you. Empathy works wonders, Betty. Thanks ♡
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I agree about empathy. It’s what connects us. 💕
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