The dark clouds were here when I woke up this morning. The pinging sound on the window panes, as each raindrop hits, beckons me. Raindrops knocking at my soul. Reflective puddles growing in size right outside, so similar to what needs to be accomplished in myself today. The rain is taking the lead and nourishing everything green, and me. The scene has been set. The rain arriving today, of all days, is poetic comedy. A satire, it seems. It sums me up perfectly, don’t you agree? Oh, how I love a double entendre.
Alone here in this quiet room with my keyboard. Ominous, really. My goal is to write about myself today, in hopes that something I produce will help put my life choices into perspective. You see? Conceding to my inner thoughts is what needs to be done. I’m letting go of this calculated control over myself and of what I allow to be seen. Accepting fate is my plan.
I will give in and let the intimidating words flow freely. I pray that what I learn will teach me. Oh, please! Something. Anything. Enlighten me, this is my plea. Isn’t that what writers are supposed to do? Lay our feelings out there completely in hopes that someone else understands and benefits. In the end, offering them a helping hand. Otherwise, holding ourselves back just kills us one quiet moment at a time. Stay with me.
Raindrops like teardrops
I’ve attached your name
Randomly, to each one
What have I done
Who are you really
Audrey Dawn
What is your plan
Decide on your words
Move forward safely
Stay here, bored, or
God, no!
Not backwards
You were born to explore
Only one choice
Now isn’t there
Cut the strings
Release the control
Believe
Words are begging
Nightly
Allow us to be free
Oldest Daughter & Red Headed Sister 
Creative, and like the intro and thoughts that you describe in this post…a nice, deep, philosophical post that is perfect for a rainy day (and a perfect environment for introspection). Another wonderful poem, full of feeling.
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I just let my thoughts go wherever they needed to go. A bit of a personal prose and poetry submission, but it felt nice to share. I’ve been philosophical lately and it shows in this piece. Thank you for seeing the beauty in this sort of emotion.
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Letting thoughts go wherever they need to, that is a good line…and a good philosophy to have. The Philosopher Poet Audrey 🙂
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Thank you. Your words mean a lot, Philosopher Photographer Extraordinaire Randall 🙂
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Raindropnames – what a cute idea! 😀
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Thanks, Salva 🙂
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😀
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Very philosophical Audrey. Rather deep! xxx
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I was stretching my deep writing muscles, Willow. 🙂 xxx
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well done you, worthy exercise!
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It has been a tough 24 hours. Thanks.
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😉
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“Not backwards” I really identify with that part, Audith.
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You do? I thought I was just me. Duketh, you calm me.
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Really? Now I”m feeling rather spicy! Yeah, that always has me worried, it does.
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Yes, really, but you knew that already. It is a horrible feeling, Duke.
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That’s why it must be killed!
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Get the katana!
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go spelunking, one of us will always be at the other end of the rope if you need someone to pull you out of the depths. fear can keep us from writing that which we most need to write. be fearless. and enjoy the process and the journey.
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Michael! Thank you for that offer. I may have to take you up on it. We’ll see how it goes. The problem lies in not getting too invested and writing the character and not myself, I think. I struggle with that a lot.
Thanks for commenting…
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Awesome! You were born to explore Audrey. Write away girl. You have the summer to do so.
Have you ever read the book, “The War of Art – Break through the blocks and win your inner creative battles”, by Steven Pressfield? It’s a good read for a writer, or any creative.
Hope you’re have a great start to your summer vacation.
🙂
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Thanks! I’m going to look in to the book, Staci. I’m looking forward to making a dent in my writing plans so I can relax a lot, as well. 🙂 Any summer/season plans for you?
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In two weeks we’ll be going to Vancouver for 5 weeks. Daniel will travel to India for two weeks during that time. My kids, and of I are really excited. Yeah!
🙂
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Whoo hoo! Sounds great. Congrats on the write up Kate did, as well. She’s such a fantastic person. And I think she wrote a spot on piece about you, Staci. 🙂 You are one of the nicest!
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Awwwwwww, thanks Audrey. That touches my heart. I was blown away by her post. Truly humbled.
By the way, the premiere of our film went very well and has opened up a ton of doors. I will be posting about it in the next couple of days. Already wrote a poem about the subject.
Big hug
Staci
🙂
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Great news! I’m so happy for you guys. Your message is worth all the effort and I pray you guys reach those with a louder voice. Well done! 😀 I can’t wait to read all about it.
Blessings!! 🙂
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You shine through the rain, Audrey 🙂
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You are kind, thank you, Richard. How’s it going today?
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It’s gone
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Good 🙂 I can pick on you now?
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Fair enough
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🙂 I’d best hurry…
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You had, I’m in bed
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Oh no, Sleepy. I’m too late.
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I’m never sleepy
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I’m hoping, subliminally, that I can rectify that by calling you Sleepy. Do you think I have a chance?
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No
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Dang it! My singing doesn’t translate as well over the keyboard. Guess you are on your own.
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At least you tried
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I can try harder. I was thinking about paint drying a minute ago.
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Oh dear!
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I thought it worked! *snaps her fingers*
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You always show your heart in your writing, Audrey. Lovely.
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Thank you for saying so, Kate. xx
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Lovely heartfelt words.
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Thank you, Vinnieh. I appreciate you taking the time to comment and read these words of mine. I need to make a visit over to see what you have going on in your world.
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Thanks, hope you like more of my reviews.
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Your words escape freely and often, Audrey Dawn.
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Yes, they do, Mark. I am gearing up for some serious writing this summer. Gotta get in the right mind set.
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I can sense that you are talking advantage of the time off from teaching the kiddos already, Audrey.
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Yes, I must take the time and use it wisely. Hope all is well today for you, Mark. Recovering from the weekend?
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I shifted back into production mode, wrote my column for tomorrow’s community blog, ran some errands for around the house. Golf league tonight, yay!
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Good luck!!! May the wind be in your favor, Mark. Fingers crossed!!
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Thank you, Audrey. Gray clouds are building. May the rains stay away until nightfall.
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Hurry, Mark! Ugh..
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No rain, nine completed. Many poor shots, fun anyway!
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Well…glad you got the game in. Bummer about your game. Were you worried about the weather?
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Just overall mediocrity.
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Very heartfelt self discovery piece. I enjoyed it. Thank you for sharing. 🙂 And a little, “You go girl!” to boot.
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Thank you, Michael. I thought it was a nice piece to start the summer off with, you know? Did you snap your fingers, as well? 🙂
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Turned the wrist , palm up, and out. Worked the neck a bit … NOT! 🙂
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Oh, good! I’d prefer a big hug. 🙂
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{{{{{{{{HUGS}}}}}}}}}}
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Wow! That was a big one…or lots of little ones!!! Thank you, that was nice.
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